Now mourn and wonder

Now I mourn and wonder.....

mourn... and wonder... :(

I wonder :(

why? WHY?!?! I just don't fucking get it ... WHYYYY?!?!?!?!

WHY YOU BITCH WHYYYY??!?!?!?!?!

WWWHHHHYYYYY?????!!!!!!!!

WHAT THE FUCK ARE THEY THINKING ?! WHAT ARE THEY THINKING?! I SWEAR I JUST DON'T FUCKING GET IT!!!!!!

What went wrong?! There is something fucking wrong! I don't get it! Fuck I'm like a madman!

I'll try to slowly gather my thoughts now..

SYMPATHY?
What are they trying to do?? What do they think their actions will result in??Is this thei way to reach to us?? Do they think we will love them?? Is this a sick way to get attention?! Is that what they want?! Affection?! Sympathy?! Is this their way to turn the masses on to their side?! I don't get it.
JOY?
Are they a group of fucked up sadistic sychos? Do they find pleasure in killing 100's after 100's of innocent people?? Do they not have any other means of entertainment?! This.. their perverted version of fireworks?!
REVENGE?
Maybe its revenge?! Maybe! But revenge against who?! For doing what?! Innocent Egyptians?! and because .........?! Because what?! Is there something I'm missing here??

I don't get it.. I honestly fucking don't get it! Who are these people?! Why don't they just fucking leave us alone?! What do they fucking want?! I don't get it!! I don't.fucking.get-it!! I swear it's like walking and then finding yourself at a dead end... walls surrounding you from all three sides.. "And then what?!" and then you turn to go back .. and then that side too has a wall... "And then its just too puzzling" .. I JUST DONT FUCKING GET IT

I.DON'T.GET.IT

I think need to just take a break and think everything through..

Bark @ the bitches

As everyone knows by now.. Sharm El Sheikh - Egypt's most famous sea resort city - had several explosions early this morning.. 83 dead and counting................
I was kinda confused whether to go for a barking post or a more sympathetic Oh-GodWhy-We post.. I'll go for both.. First let me get the poison out of my system........

TO WHO EVER DID THIS.... FUCK YOU .. YOU FUCKERS.. YOU FUCKERS.. YOU MOTHER FUCKING SONS OF BITCHES MOTHER FUCKING FUCKERS!!!!!

COME DOWN HERE ... OH I WANT YOU TO SO FUCKING COME DOWN HERE.. COME DOWN HERE!! CCCOOOOOMMMMMMMEEE !!!! I WILL SO FUCKING RIP YOUR ASSHOLE APART AND THEN PISS INTO IT.. I WILL NEVER KILL YOU.. OH NOO!! I WILL SO TAKE PLEASURE IN TORTURING YOU SOOOOOOOO SOOOOOOOOOOOOO SLOWLY... I WILL SO TAKE PLEASURE IN LETTING MY MIND GO SICK AND MY THOUGHTS GO WILD WITH THE VIRTUALLY INFINITE WAYS I CAN PAIN, HURT, DESECRATE, TORTURE, PERVERT, ABUSE, HUMILIATE AND RAPE YOU. I WILL STORE EACH OF YOU IN A CELL.. AND SPEND THE REST OF MY LIFE DOING NOTHING BUT PERVERTEDLY RAPE EACH AND EVERY ONE OF YOU .. EVERY HOUR .. ON THE HOUR.. DON'T LIKE PIGS?! FUCK I'LL TURN YOU INTO ONE! ALCOHOL ANYONE? HELL ITS GONNA BE ALCOHOL EVERYONE!! WHATS THAT? SAY NO TO OUT-OF-MARRIAGE SEX? HEHEHEHE YOU HAVE NO IDEA.. ILL MAKE A GLASS OF MY CUM MIXED WITH MENSTRUAL BLEEDINGS OF THE DIRTIEST CHEAPEST OLDEST ISRAELI HOOKER IN TEL AVIV FOR YOU HONEYS... AND GUESS WHO'S CUP OF TEA THAT WILL BE (WINK WINK).

YOU HAVE NO IDEA... YOU HAVE NO IDEAAAAAAAAAAAAAA.... YOU ARE FUCKING MESSING WITH THE WRONG PERSON!!!!! YOU ARE FUCKING MESSING WITH THE WRONG PEOPLE!!!! YOU ARE SO SHORTENING YOUR LIFE SPAN... WELL TECHNICALLY YOU WONT BE DEAD.. BUT YOU'LL PRETTY MUCH WANNA PRETEND YOU ARE... YOU WILL SO PRETTY MUCH WANNA PRETEND YOU ARE....JUST COME TO ME BABY... JUST COME TO ME... MAN TO FUCKING BITCH... COME TO ME... COME TO ME YOU FUCKING BASTARDSSS... YOU COWARDSS YOU SONS OF BITCHES.... NOT ONLY YOU!! BRING YOUR MAMA ALONG TOO!! ITS GONNA BE FUN!! BRING YOUR MAMA BITCH! BRING YOUR MAMA THERES ALOT OF SHIT I WANNA DO TO HER AND HAVE YOU WATCH EVERY FUCKING SECOND TILL IM PRETTY MUCH SURE IT IS ETCHED IN YOUR BRAIN....

OHHHHH.... JUST COME YOU FUCKER... SHOW ME YOUR FACE..

SHOW.ME.YOUR.FACE

Save the Soldier!

I guess this blog is turning more and more towards dedicating itself to Abdeen's soldier.

I was looking everywhere on news regarding the dude.

2 articles from Al Mesryoon:

Central Security soldiers scream "Kefaya!" (Enough) along with the Kefaya demonstrators:

"Despite police violence and the tightened security cordons during the last demonstration in Abdeen's square, the demonstrators were surprised when a soldier from the Central Security (riot police) Forces refused to carry out orders to beat the demonstrators.

What was strange in the matter was the insistence of the soldier on his position inspite of what abuse he took from the officers: cursings, insults and eventually beatings.

After the continuous and successive insults, the soldier did not but scream at the top of his voice "Kefaya!!" (Enough) and kept shouting it along with the shouts of the demonstrators."

Respect. Full Respect.

"The embarrassment appeared clear on the faces of the several ranking officers that were present, and who joined in in directing insults and threats to the soldier who did not give in and stood his stand.

Without delay, the officers immediately ordered a number of soldiers to forcefully carry their colleague to the armored Central Security van and then gathered round him and added to the insults and curses; kicking and beatings with sticks, metallic objects and the ends of whatever weapons they had."

I wish I was there :(

Good News?

Kefaya defends a Central Security soldier attacked by police

"A Central Security soldier suffered a hysterical state after the security forces started attacking the demonstrators in front of the Abdeen Palace. The Central Security soldier challenged the orders of his superiors, started screaming "Kefaya!! Kefaya!!" (Enough!! Enough!!) and threw his stick in support of the demonstrators.

The crowd of demonstrators was surprised by the state of the Central Security soldier and his colleagues who beat him with their sticks, constrained him and dragged him inside the armored cars to terrorize the other colleagues of whom secretly sympathized with the demonstrators.

"Al Mesryoon" found out that a number of Kifaya Movement figures and some lawyers representing Human Rights Organizations will head off to the Attorney General's office to raise a report regarding the aggression that took place on the Central Security while demanding the preservation of his life and his immediate release ."

I hope they really escalate the issue because if anything that guy will be fucked big time. This could work for or against Kefaya. If Kefaya succeeds in defending the soldier, his colleagues will realize that we ARE in facting fighting FOR them, fighting FOR justice, fighting this fucked up regime, their unlawful power, we are standing WITH them, FOR them, for the SIMPLE guy. If Kefaya fails, the soldier will probably have his life destroyed. I dunno how far they will go but torture is a very strong possibility. Probably one of the merciful options. He will then be set up as an example to the rest. To anyone who even secretly sympathizes with Kefaya. It will make them fucking think a zillion times before even going soft with the demonstrators.